Whole new level of pressure

I finanlly told Greg tonight why I feel so ill here lately. There isnt a day that goes by that I am not constantly feeling like any meeting may lead in to Dr, Hernandez calling me into his office and saying they have realized I am not the best candidate for this program. I have yet to complete an assisnment and turn it inand feel confident that I turned in exactly what they were looking for.

In my graduate program, I never worried about classes or assignments. When I did a presentation, I would recieve an email telling me that my presentation was the best one of the night or even the course. I tell you, I am far from receiving those types of comments from UAB. It is completely wearing on my nerves. I am mentally exhausted.

I hope these feelings pass soon. I know they are where on my personality. I feel like I have to tel Greg constantly that I am sorry for the mood I am in, that it has nothing to do with him or our family. It soley stems from school.

Greg is so sweet. He told me tonight I am always good enough for him and how proud of me that he is. It was very sweet and it felt like he had just given me the warmest hug.